the weird life i live

Let's try this one does this thing work?

I wrote two blogs and noether one is here.

What a pain in the ass I hope I can rewrite them over....but it will be hard.

I found this on the 98 rock web site. Good luck!

Oh yeah I got a 69!!!!!!!

Ok first things first, I am SOOO tired of my sister's little attitudes. And she complains when I cop one.

Ok I cleared my throat and it's all gone now. We are now making plans for the week of May 19-23 as a vacation weekend. They have a hotel and I am camping at Dee's house once again. I really like her couch and her Greyhounds. Although I think Godzilla will be at Jenny's house by then. He was my couch hog while I was there the last time. The reason we are coming down besides getting away from the boards you might ask? Well I'll tell you. Firstborn (a very metal band Sue) was a band we followed faithfully the whole time they played out. Firstborn consisted of Martin Wilder on Bass, Lex (I don't really think I knew his real last name) Cannon on drums, Joey 'rune dog' Rooney on vocals(he sounds better doing Jon Oliva than Oliva does...)and Chris DaMeco(forgive the spelling I know I don't have it right) on guitar. This was the first line up that Erica and I saw and stayed with until a certain scene involving Capt Carl and the drunk chick that I had to take home, made us really think about hanging out anymore. But When I went to see Jeteye, Joey was there with Pam, his future wife. And he made mention that for the last Firstborn show he was getting the 'boys'(Chris and Martin) back together one last time. First he told me memorial day weekend but I found out it is the weekend before. Which is better for me. So now you know where I'll be.

The wedding is still on for July 15, and We will be leaving on the 14th to get to Chicago for our research/vacation. Researching the book and then a few other things. I have been on a another site called Myspace.com and signed up. I have been reading/following a band called the crue (a tribute band to motley crue) and have been talking to a guy named Bob (Nikki Sixx in the band). Well thing is he wants me to drive to Wisconsin (which is a 4 hour drive just to the border from where we will be staying) and see them play. I'm not driving that far for one and for two I'm not driving that far. Too many things could go wrong and I will be in a rental car all the 2 weeks that we are up there. Let's hope they play somewhere else before we go home.

Just one more thing before I leave is this.....

SUE HAS GOT A BOYFRIEND...HEHEHEHEHEHE

JUST KIDDING........NOT

BUH BYE

One more thing....

Erica is Annie Wilkes on the horror monster quiz

And I probably wont here from Charlee again because of the Asshole thing... but it was what he said!!!

Men....bbbrrrrrrr

OH MY GOD!!!!

you will not believe this but I just saw the "uncomfortable with fish" commercial on tv! For the first time! Not after seeing with Sue and Sarah when I was at Sue's house...

I still haven't seen the Burger king one yet.

Just a note to say we have two orders left to work on and doing it as we speak(the orders that is) And will be picking up a 1,000 960 order on Monday.

Hopefully Dee will tell me good news on Saturday by saying that we can use her dad's house for the Memorial day weekend. Keep your fingers crossed.

Everything is good to go here and I'm very jealous that Sue is having a fire every weekend now and I can't be there! Could it be ready in May? hhmmmm?

Ok ta-ta

I can't believe that one.....

Thanks Sue I will talk more about you!

Oh and now it starts.

Just for the record Charlee Flatt is an Asshole!

Ok that covers that. If you are confused e-mail me Aue and I'll tell you the rest of the story, but as for everyone else, That IS the rest of the story.

Famous people are so picky! but you gotta love em..(I guess).

I'm just sitting here at the computer trying to do this blog for it might be awhile before I can write another. I have 1100 boards to do by Monday! Ouch, but the rewards will be oh so sweet!

I'm so bored!

my last words for a time......ta!


This ones for you Mr. Perfect or otherwise known as the guy with GIANT dick!

Well I'm home safe and everything is groovy.
the reason I say safe is because the train I was on passed a little too close to the csx freight train that derailed in Raleigh. The freight train derailed into a brick warehouse. Cool huh? No one was hurt and there wasn't a lot of coverage so it must have been minor but all I could think of was of Steve Passion and Charlee Flatt talking about train wreaks....Naughty naughty.

So I get to the station at 3:30 p.m.. I wait for 4 hours only to be told I would be talking a BUS to Winterhaven. We get to Winterhaven, to wait 1 more hour for the train to come. Get on the train at 10:30. We are officially 5 hours late. We get to Raleigh. Got there at 1:30. Left there at 6 p.m.. only 2 hours late . Still got into Charlotte at 9:30 p.m.. Not too bad. Tina drove me to the station and waited with me to make sure the bag I thought was to heavy would make it on the train...It did.

Before I left Dee's house I got online to;
1. Check my e-mail
2. Read Sue and Sarah's sites and
3. To write my own blog
right after I did thatI got an e-mail from Charlee, who stood me up on Monday. Well he apologized to me and everything, explaining more than he had to really. Then he wrote something heartfelt and revealing. I've always felt that if certain men (it's SO weird calling musicians men)could overlook the way I looked (overweight and slightly unattractive)we could have been very compatible either as lovers or friends or even both. There was a time I really liked him and maybe I'll stop here I don't want to ruin a good thing. Just know this if there was ever a time that we could hook up I'd be all over it. I have been thinking about this on the way home (cuz there isn't a whole lot to do on a train) and I really think if charlee and I could have hooked up we could have conquered the world together if we gave each other a chance.....

Maybe thinking about the past is not a real good thing.

I really need to get a zonk board.

So thanx Charlee for that e-mail you just confirmed everything I still feel about you.

Thanx for the Voltaire and Salem Ash, Sue

And thanx for the seeds Sarah.


See you in the funny papers

Ok one final thought.
Did I ever tell you how much I hate to wait?
(Oh well this must be my punishment for not flying. Right Dee?)

IIIIIIIII'MMMMMMMMMMM outta here!

That's right campers I'm going home. I'll be leaving tonight around 5ish and wont be in N.C. until Wednesday at 8ish p.m.

But there is a ray of hope....We (mom, Erica and I) may be coming memorial weekend to see Firstborn's last tour(until they do a farewell tour hahahahahaha)so there is hope for me to do the things I didn't get to do...And one of them is to see Charlee's workshop. That's right Sue I didn't get to go he wasn't there when he told me he would be...Men......

OK WISH ME WELL AND I'LL JUST SAY

SEE YA SOON!!!!!

You know it's pretty sad to say but I've had the most fun these last three days(Thursday, Friday and Saturday) than I've had in the last two years! Thursday was absolutely fantastic seeing Charlee,Steve,Brian and meeting new drummer Danny. Along with Karen and seeing Sue and Jenny again. To Friday with Jeteye; Chip, Tammy, Mike, Larro, seeing Joey from Firstborn and his soon to be wife, Pam. To last might seeing Charlie once again and Karen of course, Danny, and last seeing John again after so very long. It was great. My heart is a little heavy because I will be leaving soon but I wouldn't change it for the world (with the exception I would be here under different circumstances of course).

I still have to go see Sue today and hang with her and Sarah, see Charlie's workshop,and get my stuff shipped to N.C.. All in all it was a great time seeing everyone again and knowing a little more about Dee than I did know before. I see a little clearer when it comes to her and it can be improved upon. Weather it does or doesn't I guess depends on us if we are interested in changing the way we act towards each other when we are not around.

Hopefully, by the time I get home we will be starting the 110's and getting the big money. 1,175$ should do the trick.

Anyway have to do a few things and then get to Sue's.

well everything was totally messed up from the beginning of this shindig but got better so far. I got here on Saturday an hour and a half late, then Dee couldn't find me...hehe, Spent the evening playing blackjack for money at Tina's house(this is where I will clarify something. The Tina I just talked about s a woman we met through little league with Kris not the dead one....) where we had a very nice steak dinner. I still don't think Tina's husband Carl doesn't like me but does it really matter? Sunday, I totally cant remember what we did on Sunday. I know we were all together, I know what we did, I watched the boys, CJ and Kris, while Tina took Dee to Grandma's house to clean out the closets and whatnot. I was supposed to help the boys with their project on drugs and alcohol(who better than me to discuss the finer points of drinking and throwing up huh?) but that didn't happen. They were the worst children in the world. And I was shocked! Not my Kris. Then Tina and Dee came home and we went out to dinner,they go out for dinner a lot. So far I've been here 6 days and we ate at home twice. Sat night at Tina's and Tuesday night here at Dee's. I've been doing various things to keep myself occupied until Monday which was Grandma's memorial service. What a joke that was. The reverend didn't know anything about grandma or her family and he was just told a few minutes before the service. I guess you really can't blame him for not knowing. What was really funny is that he called Dee Dianne and then asked if Steven her cousin was her better half. It was sorta funny. Then off to Grandpa's house for the after ward party. Tina and I started out alone in the enclosed porch and then everyone came out there to hang with us. We let the older folks do their thing in the front room. After awhile, we left there and went home to find out what we were going to do for dinner. We all (Jenny the boys,Tina, Carl, Cj, Kris,Dee, me, Steven, Evelyn, LindaKay, Rene' and her sons all went to Winghouse. Tried this drink called a voodoo juice and it was pretty tasty. All this rum and pineapple and orange juice was in it.

Dee has been very good to me by letting me drive her dad's car around but let me tell you it is a BOAT! It's a Crown Victoria and it is really big. I tried to find Darlene and my cousin Teena and Bekka but they are never home.

I went out last night with Jenny and Sue met me up there to the CLassics to see a band called The lost boys. Guess who it is? It's Iris Calling meets Elvira Gultch. If you knew me back in the Day you would know that Elvira Gultch was my favorite band back then. Then the ding a lings broke up and went their separate ways, tonight I found one of the wayward sons. Charlee Flatt. Very, very, very glad to see him again. The last time I saw him was at a parade(I think it was the Christmas parade)At Jilly's with Iris Calling playing there. He was so stuck up that night I wanted to strangle him!!!!!!But he made all up for it last night..So I'm putting the image of Charlee's Jilly's night away and going to remember him this way. After Sue and Jenny left the drunks came out in full force. It was scary. I now remember why I left. hahaha.....Karen and Charlee took me home and I'm going to see Charlee again on Saturday at Danny's. Tonight I'm going to see Chip and Jeteye. Which I can't wait.

Well more later, Oh yeah I really did miss Tina's funeral but I'm hoping Fallon and Shawn will come see me before I go.....